Well, here we are again. I’m days away from learning what my future holds. I have basically no say in the matter, despite my desperate desire to control something, anything at all. Monday I have preemptively taken a “sick” day so I can focus and be present mentally for whatever is coming after my 6 month cancer scan. Of course I also scheduled a dentist appointment for the same day, a silly little double-booking mixup that is a bit of a habit for me. But having the day to take in whatever is coming my way seems like the best plan.
As a lifelong control freak, I understand the desire to try and plan the outcomes. This one is in God's hands which is wonderful although an hourly test of surrender. Proud of you.
Great entry this morning Adam. I know it's not an easy fight but you're persistence to adjust your approach in other parts of life will pay dividends. Whether it be a change of diet, lifestyle, thirst for knowledge, attention to detail, or just "turning off" via meditation, these things positively affect you and those around you. I'm now inspired to meditate more. I don't do it enough and I know that it can work wonders for decreasing stress levels. Keep up the fight Adam, Prince of Eternia, Son of The House of Randor, and Heir to Grayskull!
Still praying for you, Adam! Congrats on Theo’s arrival, btw! But, I must confess, I’ve seen pics with Pops and GiGi already. 😊 Hang in there. One day at a time.
As a lifelong control freak, I understand the desire to try and plan the outcomes. This one is in God's hands which is wonderful although an hourly test of surrender. Proud of you.
Great entry this morning Adam. I know it's not an easy fight but you're persistence to adjust your approach in other parts of life will pay dividends. Whether it be a change of diet, lifestyle, thirst for knowledge, attention to detail, or just "turning off" via meditation, these things positively affect you and those around you. I'm now inspired to meditate more. I don't do it enough and I know that it can work wonders for decreasing stress levels. Keep up the fight Adam, Prince of Eternia, Son of The House of Randor, and Heir to Grayskull!
Still praying for you, Adam! Congrats on Theo’s arrival, btw! But, I must confess, I’ve seen pics with Pops and GiGi already. 😊 Hang in there. One day at a time.